5 months off

It's been 5 months since I last wrote here. I have been searching for the 'me' which I'm always afraid that I will lose. I thought I lost it.

But then...

I didn't realise that when we change, it doesn't mean we lose ourselves. It means I'm just a butterfly that was a caterpillar but is still a caterpillar inside even if I posses as a butterfly.

I'm really afraid to change because no body can accept me being changed. It made me feel reluctant and hesitate if I can be a better person on my on. Thus, I became the one who try to make everybody around me feel worst so that I can be good.

I know it's wrong. I want to change and I will with absolute courage, change for the better. I know that no one can help me to change if I doubt for change.

Change, here I come!!!

=?Enchanted?=