Seriously, I still remember when's your birthday but I don't know what should I do when I'm facing you because Princess is very lost lately. DAmn it!!
How does it feel being lost? For me, not knowing what decision to do when it happens and only got the conclusion that it's my fault. I'm really afraid to make decisions, can anyone just cure me or help me? What had happened to the Enchanted Princess?
I know it's my fault but how to identify and make a right decision? Can you tell me?
=?Enchanted?=
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
LOST~~
I really don't know what should I do now, it seems that everything I've done is wrong because I'm really bad in doing things. Am I?
Why am I so lazy? Why?
Everything happened this way was because I am a creepy freak that is faking and forsaking is it? I can just say that I'm sorry but I'm really trying to improve myself.
This few days might be kinda lost so if I'm not paying attention to what I'm doing, please remind me. I apologize if I'm gonna do or had done anything that might or had caused inconveniences or hurt anyone; I might be 99% insane when I do so, please help me by telling me the truth.
=?Enchanted?=
Why am I so lazy? Why?
Everything happened this way was because I am a creepy freak that is faking and forsaking is it? I can just say that I'm sorry but I'm really trying to improve myself.
This few days might be kinda lost so if I'm not paying attention to what I'm doing, please remind me. I apologize if I'm gonna do or had done anything that might or had caused inconveniences or hurt anyone; I might be 99% insane when I do so, please help me by telling me the truth.
=?Enchanted?=
Monday, March 17, 2008
Love
"If I love you, I need not continually speak of my love-you will know without any words. "On the other hand if I love you not, that also will you know-and you would not believe me, were I to tell you in a thousand words, that I loved you." -Abdul Baha-
Love is not simply some abtract principle that one talks about. It is real and it is directed towards something or someone. And when love is a reality, when one truly loves another, a bond is created between the hearts through which noble feelings and lofty ideas can flow. One soul can uplift the other, and joy fills them both.
Mirza Abu'l Fadl, a Bahai teacher in whom Abdul Baha placed the greatest trust, once analyzed the concept of love for humanity in a talk given to a group of friends. He explained how easy it is for any one of us to sit comfortably in a house with a nice garden and say "I love humanity". But, according to Mirza Abu'l Fadl, love only becomes real when it is tested. Only when we have fought the battles of love and have time and again been wounded for the sake of love, can we utter the sentence "I love" with authority and assurance. So he said, a person who wants to create love within himself must test himself and see if he meets all the conditions of true love.
What are some of these conditions? Clearly they include sincerity and truthfulness, generosity and liberality, forgiveness and trustworthiness. You can readily see that these are necessary for love to exist. For what is insincere love but hypocrisy? What is the outcome of love when it is ruled by jealousy and control, and not by open-heartedness and generosity? What kind of love is associated with vengeace rather than forgiveness? How can anyone trust in our love, if we are not trustworthy?
You see, I've got this short essay for book 6 but I didn't know about the meaning of love and why I was determined to confirm my feelings until I see this and understand.
Finally, I see what I was crying, why I was sad, why I was determined to carry on and be patient no matter how much time it takes thus it should be boundless, limitless.
"When you love a member of your family or a compatriot, let it be with a ray of Infinite Love! Let it be in God, and for God! Wherever you find the attributes of God love that person, whether he be your family or another. Shed the light of boundless love on every human being whom you meet......"
-Abdul Baha-
From here, I know, steadfastness and patience thus the wound was worth it because I can now say "I love" with authority and assurance. Life is really beautiful though it's full of tests. Smile because you're given the change to grow better. ^^
All the above was what I've learned in Ruhi book 6 yesterday. ^^
=?Enchanted?=
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Take care who Loves you - nice
(Taken from a bulletin)
girl and her father were crossing a bridge. Father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."
Little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.
"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."
Any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. Hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...
This story is too short...... But carries a lot of Feelings....
girl and her father were crossing a bridge. Father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."
Little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.
"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."
Any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. Hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours...
This story is too short...... But carries a lot of Feelings....
Love 'em!!!!
Today, I've got a super duper strong instinct that I should come back to Melaka so I hop on a bus and came.
First of all, my "sayangs" really missed me very much and nearly gone crazy when they see me.. Screaming their throat out... Haha... (Seriously, cute... ^_^)
Secondly, the dance was re-choreographed!! Luckily I came back, learned and tried my new costume... I've been dancing indian dance for 5 years, now switch to malay dance... haiz... quite weird...
Thirdly, my little god-daughter and her brother, came over to my house kept telling me stories about their lives this two days... Erm, actually I've just seen them 36 hours ago but they appear to be going through alot... A 2-year-old and a 3-year-old sat by my side, telling me stories in turn as though they were my kids then was shivering of fear and asking for protection....
Finally, I came to knew that they were frighten by their mentor that kept telling them that a police will catch them if they don't sleep. Basically, in their mind, they bore the mindset that when there's darkness, there's police that catches kids that don't sleep...
Well, I just wanna say a thing.
For parents that come across my blog, I hope that when you educate your kids, you'll explain to them the reason of you wanting them to do each thing, lovingly. You may put them on your legs, hug them, tell them you love them, kiss them then tell them the reason you want them to do what you wish. They'll understand and they'll grow matured early.
Although I'm just 19 but I've been through life for years. For me, a day is like a year as every single minute, I'm striving to be someone better so that I can educate my kids in the future and help as many people as I can.
I'm actually a person that really wanna help people but to many, I appear to be over-dominion. I just like to take care of people, maybe over-protected... Haiz... Forgetten about that...
Hope that I'll improve myself soon.
God Bless everyone...
=?Enchanted?=
First of all, my "sayangs" really missed me very much and nearly gone crazy when they see me.. Screaming their throat out... Haha... (Seriously, cute... ^_^)
Secondly, the dance was re-choreographed!! Luckily I came back, learned and tried my new costume... I've been dancing indian dance for 5 years, now switch to malay dance... haiz... quite weird...
Thirdly, my little god-daughter and her brother, came over to my house kept telling me stories about their lives this two days... Erm, actually I've just seen them 36 hours ago but they appear to be going through alot... A 2-year-old and a 3-year-old sat by my side, telling me stories in turn as though they were my kids then was shivering of fear and asking for protection....
Finally, I came to knew that they were frighten by their mentor that kept telling them that a police will catch them if they don't sleep. Basically, in their mind, they bore the mindset that when there's darkness, there's police that catches kids that don't sleep...
Well, I just wanna say a thing.
For parents that come across my blog, I hope that when you educate your kids, you'll explain to them the reason of you wanting them to do each thing, lovingly. You may put them on your legs, hug them, tell them you love them, kiss them then tell them the reason you want them to do what you wish. They'll understand and they'll grow matured early.
Although I'm just 19 but I've been through life for years. For me, a day is like a year as every single minute, I'm striving to be someone better so that I can educate my kids in the future and help as many people as I can.
I'm actually a person that really wanna help people but to many, I appear to be over-dominion. I just like to take care of people, maybe over-protected... Haiz... Forgetten about that...
Hope that I'll improve myself soon.
God Bless everyone...
=?Enchanted?=
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