(Extracted from my friend's bulletin)
When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you tocall me ]
When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cursing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything willbe alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist frombehind ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you couldunderstand ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
I hope that all guys can understand this!!! Pity the girls because we should be understanding each other!!! I hope it helps all in our relationships... ^^
=?Enchanted?=
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Untitled thoughts
I've been wondering for few days because I'm kinda lost. Prayers really helped me alot because I've been given the solution as of what to do and how to do. However, I'm still very scared to achieve my solution.
I've not been talking to him lately because we broke up but I realized that it was really stupid because I feel like a freak not talking. Today, I wanted to talk but I don't know how to talk because I feel more like a freak. It's terrible though.
Princess is a freak now!!! Hate it. I hope I can overcome my freaking attitude as soon as possible.....
Oh ya, guys, please don't try to be the 27 things I've wrote because it's really terrible as not many girls understand the 27 things and not all girls can accept it like I did. Please!!!!!!
=?Enchanted?=
I've not been talking to him lately because we broke up but I realized that it was really stupid because I feel like a freak not talking. Today, I wanted to talk but I don't know how to talk because I feel more like a freak. It's terrible though.
Princess is a freak now!!! Hate it. I hope I can overcome my freaking attitude as soon as possible.....
Oh ya, guys, please don't try to be the 27 things I've wrote because it's really terrible as not many girls understand the 27 things and not all girls can accept it like I did. Please!!!!!!
=?Enchanted?=
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Love
I look up to the night sky
as I watch the moon rise
Waiting, and hoping, and wishing foryou
Stars shooting by, right past my eyes
and I can't help thinking of you
Needing you like a child to its mother
Needing only your love and not any other
Needing you with me all through thenight
Needing your comfort to make things alright
Needing you to wipe away my tears
Needing you to hold me, and take away my fears
Needing you to always be there for me
Needing your love to know that you care for me...
You are my life and my reason to live
You share your love, so willing to give
Needing you in my life throughout goodtimes and the bad
All the times to be shared happy and sad...
We both are so strong and our love will live on building and growing after time..
But as time goes by and the affection fade
You'll go your way and I'll go mine
The love was strong but now is fading
As we are never speaking
Who should we love anymore?
If love for human is to ask for more?
God will be the witness
As my love is for His sake
Should I be happy?
Should I be sad?
Should I be thanking?
Or should I just forsaking?
as I watch the moon rise
Waiting, and hoping, and wishing foryou
Stars shooting by, right past my eyes
and I can't help thinking of you
Needing you like a child to its mother
Needing only your love and not any other
Needing you with me all through thenight
Needing your comfort to make things alright
Needing you to wipe away my tears
Needing you to hold me, and take away my fears
Needing you to always be there for me
Needing your love to know that you care for me...
You are my life and my reason to live
You share your love, so willing to give
Needing you in my life throughout goodtimes and the bad
All the times to be shared happy and sad...
We both are so strong and our love will live on building and growing after time..
But as time goes by and the affection fade
You'll go your way and I'll go mine
The love was strong but now is fading
As we are never speaking
Who should we love anymore?
If love for human is to ask for more?
God will be the witness
As my love is for His sake
Should I be happy?
Should I be sad?
Should I be thanking?
Or should I just forsaking?
Honesty in Fasting Month!!!
Today, I've talked to his uncle about me and him; just to be honest, not to be faking... I've realized that I've been searching for reasons and excuses, just to be noble but I'm not. Therefore, the more I tell the same person, the more mixed up I am. Finally, I decided to talk to his uncle about it and he said that he knows what's my problem... BUT because we were playing sms so have to call but then he was sleeping so he'll call me the next day.
What do I really want from him? I'm actually as confused as he is, not knowing if I love him or not anymore and I feel that I'm hiding from him all the while after he said that he wants to be just friends with me.
Now, I just wanna forget about him and let everything because I feel that, since I said that I respect his choice, I should never be too stubborn about it anymore, I give up.
I'll just try my best and be who I am and never seek for any excuses anymore.
Infatuation is what I call it.
What do I really want from him? I'm actually as confused as he is, not knowing if I love him or not anymore and I feel that I'm hiding from him all the while after he said that he wants to be just friends with me.
Now, I just wanna forget about him and let everything because I feel that, since I said that I respect his choice, I should never be too stubborn about it anymore, I give up.
I'll just try my best and be who I am and never seek for any excuses anymore.
Infatuation is what I call it.
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