18/4/2009

I can't believe how long I didn't update my blog. Alot have been happening and I don't know if I can post them here --> privacy and security. ^^

For the past 7 days, it's been a really bad week. I've hurt my baby so many times, I don't know if he understand that when he's hurt, I feel more hurt. I can't believe all this is happening to me. I really love him. Today, he told me that he want to break for few days but he didn't say it.

I feel sadder after hear him saying that. I feel like breaking apart now. My brain and my mind can't connect. What's happening?

I want to break free. Who can I turn to? I don't need a boyfriend, I need a real man.

=?Enchanted?=