Friday, January 9, 2009

9/1/09

I did Tatoo today.. One is for public to see and one is secret. Of course it's temporary!

I didn't have my dear beside me, I won't dare to do a permanent one... He's my courage, no him, no courage. Haha...

Anyway, did it because my friend did so we do together. He did a dragon on his right arm (quite cool...) and I did one on my left arm, the other one? Shh... =P

Hope my dear would be happy seeing it.. Haha... Something to do with him.. ^^ (Am I romantic and sweet?)

Well, I just feel that it's crazy because my dear's so busy and I just know how to have fun...

CAnnot! tomorrow must go and help him.!

=?Enchanted?=

Crazy!!!!!

No booth open today. Meeting customers at home only. Finally, I'm going to win this. ^^

This month 5000VP to go to Blake's retreat. I'm going to do it again. ^^
How? Plan's in the mind.

=?Enchanted?=

Thursday, January 8, 2009

8/1/09

Today very happy. Finally get to sms with my dear, meet him then hug him. This is one of the happiest day in my life. ^^

Really miss him so much. ^^

I cut my hair and now down to eyebrown and clothing. ^^

Love today. ^^

=?Enchanted?=

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

10 Best love sentences

1 ) I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我爱你,不是因为你是一个怎样的人,而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。

2 ) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.
没有人值得你流泪,值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

3 ) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.
失去某人,最糟糕的莫过于,他近在身旁,却犹如远在天边.

4 ) Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile
纵然伤心,也不要愁眉不展,因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

5 ) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
对于世界而言,你是一个人;但是对于某个人,你是他的整个世界。

6 ) Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.
不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

7 ) Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.
爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你,那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。

8 ) Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要着急,最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。

9 ) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
在遇到梦中人之前,上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人;在我们终于遇见心仪的人时,便应当心存感激。

10 ) Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因为结束而哭泣,微笑吧,为你的曾经拥有。

I took it from Chen Hong's blog again... ^^

This is touching..

If this doesn’t touch you… you’re heartless.
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
….
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them.
The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk.
She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street.
He swerved right into the drivers seat,
killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.
….
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it , it said
“Without your love, I would die.”

I took it from Chen Hong's blog... ^^

7/1/09(2)

Today I finally understand why there's misunderstanding. It's because people don't talk much and every time we does, we either said the wrong thing, heard the wrong thing or thought the wrong thing was the right thing.

In dictionary, misunderstanding means "misinterpret, misjudge, misread, misconstrue".

Oh my God! Misunderstanding is a great knowledge. Do you know why? I've got into a bad relationship with my family because of misunderstanding and now it's starting to reveal... My family's better to me and thanks to my dear, he always supported me. ^^

I think it's time, us family, talk.

Do you know what's the best way to solve a misunderstanding? TALK!!

However, before that, everyone have to sit down and write down what they don't like about that person then what they like about that person. Tell you a true story.

Last 2 weeks, I told my dear that I want to break up with him and we did. But the very next day, I regretted. I thought in my mind, why I loved him and why I don't now. Then I realized that I was very childish and my dear was very patient with me. He kept telling me but I didn't listen.

Last week, he asked for a breakup. Then I don't understand why. I asked him to write down the what he love about me and what he don't love about me. I don't know if he wrote them down but I did. Again, I realized how bad, harsh and childish I was. That's why he wanted to breakup with me. I realized that I didn't show appreciation towards what he did for me and kept dragging him down. I know it's my fault so I try sms him.

Then I realized there were alot of misunderstandings... Now, it's better. ^^

Communication is equal to no misunderstanding.

However, love stands it all.

Where there is love, nothing is too much trouble and there is always time. ^^

=?Enchanted?=

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

7/1/09

Hehe... Today I won 10,000 NP! From Wheel of Excitement! Now I am Excited. ^^

Oh ya, I've got alot of things going on in MIND. I wanna go and learn dancing, cut my hair, trim eye brown, change style.. Wah... so expensive oh.. But never mind, if I can keep my dear's heart, ok oh... Haha... ^^

Have a nice day. GO GO GO!!!

=?Enchanted?=

6/1/09(2)

I'm so happy. My dear replied my message. ^^ Quite short but it's okay. It's already a great start. ^^ Go! Su Ling! ^^

=?Enchanted?=

6/1/09 (1)

Haiyo, don't know ah... Today never go booth! Not that I'm lazy, it's because I've been cleaning the house alone since morning. Wash the clothes, hang the clothes, fold the clothes, sweep and mop the whole house and clean the lights and fan... Till now still not very clean yet..... Haiz..

Today, my dear still never reply my message. Most probably because he's very busy. It's school reopen and it's going to be CNY, he must be really busy. This scene reminds me of how those previous guys were planning to dump me and never tell me the reason. Just that the difference, I really love my dear and definitely more than I love them. Other than that, he gave me a chance by telling me he wanna chill first.

I slept at 6am and woke up at 11am to clean the house. Now, I'm so tired. Really hope that my dear would suddenly call and talk. I think I'll be crazily happy. Haha. And I'll be energetic again. ^^

I slept at 6am because I was writing what I love and don't love my dear. Then it end up, I definitely love him more that I don't love him. But overall about why I not love him because he don't have enough of self-confidence and confidence towards me. However, the reason I love him is already 3 times more than why I don't love him. I hope he knows...

=?Enchanted?=

Monday, January 5, 2009

5/1/09 (2)

Today never go and open booth. I don't know why. I got everything prepared but no "spirit" at all. I woke up at 11am but didn't go. Anyway, I'm going tomorrow.

Today, I kept holding the phone and didn't know if I should sms or call my dear. He told me he want to chill down and stop sms him yesterday then after that of course better but I'm shy to sms him because I scared he'll get angry. I don't want him to be angry with me anymore. There has been alot of misunderstandings between us. I hope it'll be better in time.

Tomorrow, mom's friends are coming to stay in my house. Later gotta clean the house. Have a list of work to do... Wanna show I really want to live with my family. ^^

I hope that my dear understand that I want to spend more time with him and his family together. I was not angry nor sad. Maybe our time spent together's not much so he didn't understand me but I have faith that we just need more time.

I was wrong for not listening to him. I was wrong for not being able to understand him enough in such a short time and I was wrong for not letting him understand, how much I want him with me. But the biggest mistake I've made was to say break up, one week ago. It really heated things up. He thought I was like his ex.

The last thing I want to be was like his ex. I've really tried my best so that he won't think that I was like his ex but I failed. He still think so. Although I was very hurt when I found out that he was thinking like that but it must be something I do that made him thought so.

I hope he can understand, how much I want to spend my life with him, have a family with him. Of course, I understand what we need to go through and how can things go by not easy for us. I hope that he won't give up on our relationship. I just pray for that.

I don't know what will happen if he really wants to end it. I don't know what to do. I really love him. He want me to let him go. Just like when I asked him to let me go, I think we are now equally hurt. I've been hurting him so much and I didn't realise how bad I was.

I am a bad person. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me and give me a chance to change. I need to be a better person. Although you don't wish to change me because I am who I am but don't you wish that I can be someone better and we can do it together?

Please give me some faith that you do believe it too, even if it's just a little. Please.

=?Enchanted?=

Sunday, January 4, 2009

5/1/09

Today's the 2nd day of the month, 7 days to EOM for VIP qualifying...

Today's a crazy day. Down, really down, sad, ok-ok, happy then super happy. Everything happened in 12 hours. Crazy day.

Today I broke 3 things!

FIRST I broke my glasses. Now I'm on with contact lenses. Yay! First step to changing style... (Already got my personal stylist. haha ^^) Later need to cut hair, buy clothes, shoes, etc.

Money don't come easy!!!! Everything's money money money. Contact lenses RM142; Spectacles RM349. Total Rm491!!! That's what I get from a new Success Builder!!

SECOND I broke my heart. MONEY flew away!!!

THIRD I broke my leg.. Erm, nearly! It was so embarassing.. I was laughing while it was aching... haha... It was funny though... Haha...

Overall, today happy because at last he gave me a hope. ^^ I'm so happy. Promise I'll be a good girl but a pretty one. Haha..

All guys out there, I'm not available!!! =P

=?Enchanted?=