Well, being a Bahai, we always talk about seeking for perfection but we forgotten that we're not perfect, at all. We can strive but sometimes, we just need to be imperfect. Seeking too much of perfection, it leads to stress and excessive pressure, like what I'm experiencing now.
Sometimes, something in this life, we can't just solve it the Bahai way. Sometimes, some people, we just can't treat them the way Bahais treat each other, being patient, warm, friendly and tolerate, isn't enough.
I will always tolerate but not this time. I have anger too, although I'm a Bahai. It's at the peak where it need to blow up.
Please don't try to control me and talk to me like I'm a child ok? How many times you want me to remind you, I'm 19? Not to ask you to treat me as an adult but please don't treat me as a kid, I'm no more a kid.
Where's my children class teacher, animator and my tutor when I need you? You've all become another person that played another role. I'm still waiting......
=?Enchanted?=
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Exclaimation Mark!!!!!!
Don't really know how to express myself. Keep telling myself, "it's ok." seems to be not enough.
People don't understand you, question you, wants you to answer questions which no matter what you answer, they can never get it. I was told, "different level of thinking caused it."
"Soon they'll understand, you have a bigger mind." Do I? Where?
"I understand how you feel, when I was in my home place, things were like that too. People don't understand what I meant but now I know that we are equal but what we choose make us who both of us are, today." That's what relieved me, at least someone knows and understands.
"You're really naive. That's impossible." How do we know what will happen if we never started?
"I told you this, I told you that, why you never listen?" Even detective and lawyers need evidence in their cases, where's yours? Experience could tell but when did you experience it? By hearing what people say and look at me as though I'm not your blood?
"You don't understand me." Just because we don't think alike, does it mean that I don't understand you? Maybe I understand you more than yourself.
"We are in a different dimension." That's what I said but what does dimension mean? It means the maturity gape that's causing us not to understand each other.
"When we were in love then we were in one dimension?" No, I tried to be in it but I found that I was losing myself. What's the point in loving you and I am not me anymore? Before we were together, you could tell me anything but after we were, nothing were told and all were well kept secrets. Does love need to be like that? How much I love you, I need to tell you?
"What is love?" Read my post last week entitled "Love". It seems to be deep for many people but for me, station of love for everyone should be the same. Why must we look at love and categorize our love? There's love and only love to be known.
"Why you like this? Why you like that?" Many times, we point our fingers at others but we didn't notice that 4 fingers were pointing at ourselves. I didn't say anything when you ask why as there were no need to explain if it would just end up as me having a bigger mind or should I say brain?
=?Enchanted?=
There is no such thing as Playboy!!!!!!!!!
Translated from Lucas’s blog…
A bad man used to be a good man.
A good man becomes a bad man after many unwanted tragic.
What’s the definition of a good man?
What’s the definition of a bad man?
You’ll know, that man’s not bad at all.
Before ten, he knows nothing, end of story here.
When he’s 13 or 14, he starts to be interested with girls but he’s always far from them with the excuse of hating them. The true reason was he was scared of being laughed
When he’s 15, he heard adults talking about ROMEO that dumped his girlfriend and she committed suicide. He thinks that he’s very vicious, he told himself to love only A girl in his life.
When he’s 16, he falls in love with a girl but he never told her. He was as usual, playing soccer of the field. When she walks to the school gate, he’ll stand by the second floor window and watch her. Feel that she’s an angel.
When he’s 17, a girl falls in love with him but they were far apart. The girl wanted him to have only her in his heart and looking at other girls is considered betraying.
When he’s 18, he watched a MTV, he cried as was touched. He thought, if his girl lost her eyes, he’ll not be hesitated to give her his eyes so that she could see.
When he’s 19, it his exam year. He had to be away from the girl he had unrequited love, on a train to other school. He felt being farer to her, losing his mind. He thought he would not forget her and he’ll look for her when he succeeded in life.
When he’s 20, he heard a guy talking dirty jokes; he thinks that he disgusts him.
When he’ 21, her letter in reply told him that she had a boyfriend. He cried for a night.
When he’s 22, he proposed to a girl. She said, “You’re a good person but I’m still young”. He agreed that he’s a good person and told her, “it’s ok. I can wait for you.” I’ll not be a ROMEO, I’ll wait no matter how long it takes.
When he’s 23, he found out that the girl was committed to a good looking guy. He was miserable, he never knew that growing old would be that fast.
When he’s 24, he proposed to another girl. She said, “You’re a good person but I’m not suitable for you.” He was miserable, if he’s a good person why doesn’t she suite him?
When he’s 25, he proposed to another girl. Apparently, she accepted him. He started to strive for future. He bears in mind that happiness is temporary but as long as he strives, they’ll have a happy future. However, 6 months later, they broke up because another guy could make her laugh. She said, “You’re a good person, it’s my fault.”
At last! He understand what his problem is—he’s a good person!
When he’s 26, he started to post cool outfit and learn to attract girls with his words. Later, he had a girl friend. Although he treat he well but he know he don’t love her.
When he’s 27, he broke up with the girl. He told the girl, “ You’re a good girl, it’s my fault.”
When he’s 28, he experienced ‘one night stand’, he realized what others can do, he could do too.
When he’s 29, he learned to say dirty jokes and when the girls beside blush, he’ll feel entertained.
When he’s 30, he realized that he suddenly can tackle girls well but he don’t have the ability to love anymore.
Actually, every boy apparently wants to be a guy with only a girl in a life time.
Actually, every boy apparently doesn’t look at girls’ shape but their face.
Actually, every boy apparently doesn’t say dirty jokes initially.
Actually, every boy apparently desires to love one till the end.
But, no girls like such a guy. They think guys of such a type are childish, boring.
That’s why; guys start to change, to ROMEO type.
They learn to say kind words which are not from their hearts.
They learn to pretend being concern, learn to give girls adorning, learn to tackle them, and learn to handle love.
They might become ROMEO which the girls hate.
They could easily win the girls heart but take could be alone, smoking in the dark, crying at night.
When there’s love, there’s no girl.; when there’s girl, there’s no more love!
When man hears woman saying that there’s not a single good guy, they’ll not try to be a good man, they’ll just be contented.
When someone that seems to be not knowing about love
Maybe life’s boring maybe he’s not speaking sweet
Maybe nagging a lot Maybe not good looking
Maybe being stubborn in his love life
Towards man who are devastated in love
Please DO NOT hurt them
Please DO NOT complain that all the good guys are missing
Because you don’t appreciate them when they appear…
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
100 Things girls have to know about guys
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been
in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and
he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them,they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
100. If you love them, don't flirt or talk about other boys, they'll get devastated.
(Selected from a bulletin and edited)
=?Enchanted?=
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been
in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and
he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them,they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
100. If you love them, don't flirt or talk about other boys, they'll get devastated.
(Selected from a bulletin and edited)
=?Enchanted?=
The Perfect Boyfriend~~
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she is gorgeous..
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
• look at her like she`s the only one you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms..
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
How cool if my boyfriend could do all the above. ^^
=?Enchanted?=
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she is gorgeous..
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
• look at her like she`s the only one you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms..
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
How cool if my boyfriend could do all the above. ^^
=?Enchanted?=
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
31 days
It's been 31 days since I'm announced to be single and I don't feel happy at all. I feel like I'm the worst person on earth. Everybody question me but no one give me the solution when I don't have any answers to the questions. Life like this is really hectic. Confidence level running low, striking the ground. HELP!!!
Where's the prince in the cloud? Where is the love hiding? Where's the promises made? Was it after all, my fault?
Question me, condemn me; why not try to give me a smile and encourage me to move on? May I know where is the support?
Life is really hell when you're away from the person you love and the worst part is that you don't know for what reason thus there's no more stimulant for you to move on.
Tell me, how to carry on?
What's the meaning of life, moving on for others without a reason?
=?Enchanted?=
Where's the prince in the cloud? Where is the love hiding? Where's the promises made? Was it after all, my fault?
Question me, condemn me; why not try to give me a smile and encourage me to move on? May I know where is the support?
Life is really hell when you're away from the person you love and the worst part is that you don't know for what reason thus there's no more stimulant for you to move on.
Tell me, how to carry on?
What's the meaning of life, moving on for others without a reason?
=?Enchanted?=
Enchanted Princess Tale of Birthday..
Do you know that if it's your birthday, you are given 3 wishes and if the wishes were the sincere ones, they will all come true? As Bahais, we actually have a double birthday this year as it's 2008.
Princess tale of birthday is that the 3 wishes if were wished upon the princess and were requested, under any circumstances, princess will fulfill it for sure.
Princess have her own wishes too but the prince must strive to find out in order to fulfill it. Of course in 21th century, we talk about "consultation" but basically the wishes are still useful as there's something call the "mind-reading" ability which is because the connectivity of the two different souls. The connectivity is based on love.
Therefore, if you love someone, use action. Princess used to speak but act slow and she had to suffer being away from her loved one. In the name of love, please don't follow the steps of princess, she is enchanted because she caused it but trust me, princess is trying everything to improve the situation.
Fingers crossed,
prayers read,
all you here,
thank you were!
=?Enchanted?=
Princess tale of birthday is that the 3 wishes if were wished upon the princess and were requested, under any circumstances, princess will fulfill it for sure.
Princess have her own wishes too but the prince must strive to find out in order to fulfill it. Of course in 21th century, we talk about "consultation" but basically the wishes are still useful as there's something call the "mind-reading" ability which is because the connectivity of the two different souls. The connectivity is based on love.
Therefore, if you love someone, use action. Princess used to speak but act slow and she had to suffer being away from her loved one. In the name of love, please don't follow the steps of princess, she is enchanted because she caused it but trust me, princess is trying everything to improve the situation.
Fingers crossed,
prayers read,
all you here,
thank you were!
=?Enchanted?=
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Re-reflection:
Yesterday, I've sent an email to the queen of my heart but there were no reply till now. I know I'm a girl that always do things in my way but who will want it to be that way? I really don't know what's going on in my life, I really sucks.
However bad I am, I'm trying to change the situation. I'm sorry that I can't explain to everyone about everything in my life but I'm really trying to improve it. Just pray for me so that it would be better ok?
Just wanna strive and be the best I could for everyone, give me a chance and time to change, please. Princess wanna have transformation!!!
=?Enchanted?=
However bad I am, I'm trying to change the situation. I'm sorry that I can't explain to everyone about everything in my life but I'm really trying to improve it. Just pray for me so that it would be better ok?
Just wanna strive and be the best I could for everyone, give me a chance and time to change, please. Princess wanna have transformation!!!
=?Enchanted?=
Sense of Mission..
What is sense of mission?
It means knowing what to do and to be accomplished in life.
Lately, I've lost my sense of mission because I lost the faith in me. What can Princess do when she lost her confidence?
Losing confidence in a person is like losing the sense of mission and the meaning of life because I don't know what else to do anymore, searching for something to do everyday.
Teaching the Cause using my money, is it not good? I just wanna serve people as I was served in school and sponsored for my studies. Just because I don't explain, does it mean that I'm insane?
I feel terribly tired.
=?Enchanted?=
It means knowing what to do and to be accomplished in life.
Lately, I've lost my sense of mission because I lost the faith in me. What can Princess do when she lost her confidence?
Losing confidence in a person is like losing the sense of mission and the meaning of life because I don't know what else to do anymore, searching for something to do everyday.
Teaching the Cause using my money, is it not good? I just wanna serve people as I was served in school and sponsored for my studies. Just because I don't explain, does it mean that I'm insane?
I feel terribly tired.
=?Enchanted?=
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
