Lately

I've been really lost lately, thinking how of to fix things.

Do you know how it feels to be having a rich friend and always worry about being seen as a materialistic girl? I do.

I really don't know how to live a normal life now. I want to help everyone in my life to achieve a better life (both $$ & health, including losing and gaining weight!!) but I don't know why it just seems so hard to fulfill because everyone just think that you would want to cheat their money and make them buy something.

What should I do to let them understand that I really want to help someone?

Please please... Can anyone give me an answer?