Dear...

Dear, do you know how I'm feeling right now? I feel really terrible.

It's either I sucks as a girlfriend or we both just don't match.

Are we at the progressing level or decreasing level? It feels like we're always too busy to spend time together lately.

However, I understand that you need to earn an income. I just hope what I'm doing is correct.

I feel like breaking up as it feels better not needing to worry about us. The reason is not because I don't love you anymore but because I'm feeling really lonely and insecure at times. It makes me feel really useless.

I'm still very afraid to be in your family because I'm not familiar with them and unfortunately, till now, I was never reassured by you, how I did doing our first meeting. Secondly, lately, you scold me more than you care, it really make me doubt if I should prolong this relationship.

Dear, is it that our time have come to an end? It's like it's so hard for me to talk to you. You never seem to have time for me to talk. How can I even try to talk to you when you don't give me a chance?

I never open the booth for few days because I feel like I've lost myself. It's like I'm turning into someone materialistic and that is the last thing in the world I want to be related to. I don't know what should I do instead of writing here.

I hope you'll have time to read this..

=?Enchanted?=