Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Relationships?

I never knew that I would heart broken because of relationships now... However, I never want to give up although I say I tend to. I finally realized that I've hurt many people...

Yesterday, I received a message from someone that used to be after me. He said that I caused him to be who he is today and I feel really bad as he said he didn't bear the chance to continue his studies abroad was because of me. I'm really scared of him but I felt guilty when he say so. However, I never regret rejecting him because I never had any feelings for him thus I was afraid of him. I love him as a friend and will never be more than that, I just hope I could help him now...

Frankly, before I received the message, I've thought of giving up SURAZ. However, I didn't. After reading the message, it made me realized, if you truly love someone, it doesn't mean that you should have him in your life forever, letting him go would be the better.

Love and unity is the most important factor in everything. I hope that my love for him would be as much as my love for God thus would add on as I serve.

"Where there is love, nothing is too much trouble and there is always time."

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