The Greatest Day..

I went to Muar for teaching today.. We successfully enrolled 4 junior youths, 3 children and 2 adults to 4 core activities... I'm so happy...

The happiest thing I've been through is that I could finally see the person I love. Although we were avoiding each other, didn't talk and to me, seems like enemies, I'm contented. I finally understand that when you love someone, you should let that person go... I must thank Sayshan because he taught me what was right and wrong thus let me go... However, I could barely deny that I love SURAZ more than anything...

I'm really afraid that it would be my karma because I've dumped lots of guys before... I was a very playful, jolly and naughty girl; now, I just tend to do everything so that our relationship remains including serving for blessings.

Somehow, I understand that we should, as a Bahai, let teaching become the dominating passion in our lives. I agree that and I hope that I can be so. I just hope for world unity and that's it.

I'll not let my personal desire outtake my love for God. I just want to be like Abdul Baha, be as a candle to burn the flame in people's lives.

Just smile, laugh and be happy for me ok? God is the most Merciful... =)

Should I still hope for everlasting love in the path of service? I still hope that it's the same person from now till forever, love is dramatic...