Lately

I've been really lost lately, thinking how of to fix things.

Do you know how it feels to be having a rich friend and always worry about being seen as a materialistic girl? I do.

I really don't know how to live a normal life now. I want to help everyone in my life to achieve a better life (both $$ & health, including losing and gaining weight!!) but I don't know why it just seems so hard to fulfill because everyone just think that you would want to cheat their money and make them buy something.

What should I do to let them understand that I really want to help someone?

Please please... Can anyone give me an answer?

Continued..

I've found someone I could depend on, I guess. At least I really do.

Although we don't have much in common but it's first time in my life, I think of crap. It's not that I'm saying he's not good. Just that he let me see the true me. Unlike other guys, they just say, "you sucks, break up!" Then the next thing I knew, we broke up and I was dumped.

The worst thing about a relationship is not about being dumped but it's about the progress in the relationship. To me, the relationship I always wanted was the type of relationship that was natural. I 'm really grateful that God had sent him to me. Never I thought that he would come in that way.

He came the way I pleaded for him to come. Just as patient as I wished. I know my cruel, stupid and idiotic moves drives him crazy but I just enjoy seeing him crazy over me, at the same time still love me. I know he won't leave me because he loves me as much.

Many times in life, I wonder if I can really stick to someone like how I stick to him but he's rather different. Even though he is one of his kind, he can just get my heart easily. A single laugh or cry would just go through my heart. I enjoy seeing his smiles because they are the wonders of the world.

Sometimes, the naughty me would try everything just to see him let go his temper but I just want to get a chance to make you feel relieved when I call you "Hubbie". You do know right, how much I love you?

Sometimes, even though I write something that hurts you the most in the world by questioning you but it would never hurt you more than it hurts me because I know that I'm hurting you badly. I just want to let you know that no matter how thing hurts, we have to face it and you've got me to face it with you. ^^

Sometimes, I make you wait. I love knowing you'll wait, like you're always mine and only mine. I see those eyes my neighbours have on you, those envious eyes because they know I've got you, the best person in the world for me.

Sometimes, I refuse to bathe even when I know that we're rushing for time and it's a very important appointment. You'll get even nervous than me. The reason I'm doing this is to be able to see the nervous and caring face God had prepared for me...

Sometimes, I maybe talking too much even if it's the middle of the night but I just don't want to hang up so that I can spend more time with you even though I thoroughly understand that it's bad for our healths and our career. You just make me can't stand the separation, you know?

Sometimes, when you refuse to talk to me because I refused to talk to you first. It really hurts but I tell myself that I can't cry because you'll be blaming yourself and feeling really sad. I understand my moodiness but what can I do when I face you? You're just different.

When I lay in your arm, I know you'll protect me.

When I hold your hand, I know you won't let me go.

When I see your eyes, I see only me.

When I make fun of you, I see your contented, fooled smile which is rather cute.

When I pay for you, I know you're sad because you wanted to be the gentleman but poor you, as I want to be a lady too.

When I cry in your arms, I know it's you that will comfort me even though it's very funny when I wonder what you were trying to do.

When we have a big fight, though it's not even more than 1 minute, I can't stand it because you'll cry like a baby. I love it the most when it ends, you'll hug me so tightly like you're afraid I'll speed like a road runner.

You are really cute when you send those messages thinking that I would be really sad and blaming myself because my family left for a trip without me. You are really caring as you are and I thank God for giving me you. I love you. ^^

Dear, I really hope you ACCIDENTALLY read it...

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In HFL means no friends out of HFL?

Today, I was asked if I was lying that my friend gone back to Penang. Yes he is back at his home. The funniest thing is that, when I was asked, I was on the phone with him. It's a crazy, sarcastic fact but what can I do with it? It's the fact.

Someone asked me, "did you realize that you have only Herbalife friends?"
I said, "NO!" It's because it's not true. I have lots of friends who're not in HErbalife.

"Do you talk to all of your friends about HErbalife?"
"Well YES! When they ask." after all, being a Herbalife distributor is just about getting yourself sharing about one of the best thing on earth with your loved ones. Just that it's a job and I get paid for it. PAid for talking, not bad. After all, I love talking. ^^

Does all my friends have to be in HErbalife to be my friends? No. I just want to share it with them. Of course I hope they are in Herbalife but if they don't want to, I can do nothing.

We're decision makers not dogs.
We don't obey to orders but listen to our hearts.
WE're teacheable and enthusiatic learners, not just a crap leader.
We're just doing what we know could contribute to help making the world a better place.

Hold on. That's the point. Making the world a better place, isn't it what BAHAIs are promoting. Does it mean that all Bahais need to be doing HErbalife? Not neccessarily but we may.

Being a Bahai, it doesn't mean that we're simply the best. We still need to be teacheable and willing to learn. Being a Bahai is simple and Herbalife is just my job.

I don't know why people like to take Herbalife so personally and didn't disclose the reason of being simply what they DECLARED to be LOGICAL?!

To be logic here, it's just a job like I'm in KFC. Don't get it?

Email: suling239@yahoo.com
Tel(Mobile-Malaysia):+60146366145

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Unity & Me

I'm a Bahai, am I? I don't understand what do I need to do. 2 months as a resource person, I learned more about being a Bahai and doing what we should. It's about being and doing, right?

What does it take to be a Bahai? First, you agree that Baha'u'llah is the Manifestation of Today; Second, you live according to the Bahai teachings, live up to the virtues and spirituality.

Everyone has their own lives. Do you agree?

I have to live my life. I wanna further my studies but I can't as I don't have money and I want to study. Do I have another choice?

Sometimes, I'm just so push down. I don't know what can I do and what should I do. Questions to pull myself down again? No, it is to bring me up.

Sometimes, writing things I feel in the blog, would cause people result in thinking this and that, talking that and this. No one seems to understand me. I just feel like hiding anywhere but stay here.

I may seems to be egocentric as you said but I am who I am. I don't need a lecture, for God's sake. I need no problems but a solution. If you're not going to give me a solution, stay out of my way. My problems are enough.

I may seems not to be teaching in the path but I feel that I am. My thoughts may somehow be affected by people's. However, if it's good, it's ok, right?

I was scolded for trying to drag someone into the Herbalife business which he IS already in. One thing I wanna make it clear, I'm and I will do only what I am supposed to be doing. Get it?

We always talk about entry by troops but what can we do if we don't move it? How do you move it?

What's so good about Herbalife? When you win a heart, will it still be the same? I don't get it!

Look here, I've got my life and my thoughts. I may seems to be egocentric, hot-headed or whatever you say but I know what I want to do.

Please investigate before you open that damn stupid mouth.

Regarding Bahai Faith, go to www.bahai.org
Regarding my work in Herbalife, go to www.herbalife.com
Regarding me, email to suling239@yahoo.com
Regarding contacting me, call 0146366145.

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Weird Princess 3

Weird Princess left fo the dungeon across the valley as her fairy mother told her to. She was told to search for an opportunity to search for her dream.

In the middle of the journey, she came by Independ Prince who was the best friend of Cool Prince whereby she spent a few days with him happily. However, the journey have to be continued as the destiny has been decided.

Weird Princess were to accomplished the mission set by the fairy mother which she were given only the last 4 days to reach. She've got no choice but to take care of the mission thus leave the IndependPrince.

No one knew if she was destined to meet Independ Prince but she knew if it's fated, it's fate.

She could only concentrate on her mission as it was a difficult task. Let's pray for her!

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Weird Princess 2

Today, Weird Princess was hurt by the little princess. Little Princess, namely, "Piggy Princess" were actually the closest to Weird Princess.

Weird Princess were made a betrayer by Piggy Princess. She was called to be a betrayer for not listening to Queen Lotus, their mother.

Queen Lotus were against Weird Princess's decision to be independent as she didn't do it the queen's way. It was an unfair issue as there were never a chance to defend nor consult for.


Neither the first nor second princess, namely, "Fatty Princess" and "Darken Princess", supported her nor encouraged her.

Weird Princess were questioned about her decision to not to obey their mother and was said to be a traitor. However, never one considered what she had done to let them understand what she was up to.

"Will they know?", that's always the question that comes to mind when she decides to do something.

"Will they agree and support me starting from today?", that's always the question that pop up when she knows that she's doing another correct thing to make the world a better place.

"Why is everyone's world getting better but mine?", that's always the no answer question.

Life, is it really meant to be like that?

When would the prince come to save the enchanted Weird Princess from her palace? Is there someone to be her guard for the rest of her life? Would that person support her like she wanted?

(to be continued...)

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Weird Princess 1

"Damn it!", of course she understood that this is not a good and polite phrase but she just felt like screaming it out of her heart!

Always bearing someone in the mind, she knew it sounded normal but if every time, you're bearing a different person, it's kinda weird.

Well, what's the same and different issue? The same issue is that thinking of someone all the time and the difference is that she thought of the same person most of the times.

She gone through his photos earlier, causing her to feel that she would never be able to get to him, to far, it seems. He always makes her felt that he wants her but he seems to don't like her or love her just as much, it's the uncertainty that's causing the heart to be confused at times.

Looking through his photos, she saw his happiness and joyfulness. Probably, all he needed was just to have fun with her and always bearing a princess to be after a prince like him.

"Was a princess played off by a prince?", that's always the question in mind.

Having intruders in her heart, all she could do is to work more and to make sure that she could do everything else better and get herself more busy with tasks- getting him out of the shadow.

(to be continued...)

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The True Happiness...

Few years ago, I always thought that I would really need a relationship...

Lately, I realized that I was wrong, after 15 relationships which was also an uncertain number...

Being able to show people love rather than to be loved is really something better.
Being worried over other people rather than being worried of is really better.
Being helpful and could really help now is better than everything.
Being unsuccessful and now given to chance to be successful is the best thing of all.

^_^

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Hearts..

You know, I really thought that things would be easy if I just don't think too much. I see people and respect them but as I grow, I learned that being a pure Bahai isn't just what I'm meant for. I'm meant to be a wise Bahai and I'm not entitled yet.

To be able to look at different kinds of people and to know what to be done to deal with them is what I want. I hope that I can really cope up to it soon.

Looking at people you once really respect and listen but later found out that they were just people who wants to put your life into more trouble, you'll really doubt whether to thank them or scold them. Frankly, I want to thank them for helping me to grow and see more.

You get what I mean? Heart is the hardest thing to deal on earth and once you hurt it, it's a no return but if I could? It means, I am someone whom is willing to change for the better? I don't know, I feel so. Haha.. ^^

Deal with the irresistible and you'll learn to be the irresistible. Cool? Be happy.

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