Today, I've talked to his uncle about me and him; just to be honest, not to be faking... I've realized that I've been searching for reasons and excuses, just to be noble but I'm not. Therefore, the more I tell the same person, the more mixed up I am. Finally, I decided to talk to his uncle about it and he said that he knows what's my problem... BUT because we were playing sms so have to call but then he was sleeping so he'll call me the next day.
What do I really want from him? I'm actually as confused as he is, not knowing if I love him or not anymore and I feel that I'm hiding from him all the while after he said that he wants to be just friends with me.
Now, I just wanna forget about him and let everything because I feel that, since I said that I respect his choice, I should never be too stubborn about it anymore, I give up.
I'll just try my best and be who I am and never seek for any excuses anymore.
Infatuation is what I call it.
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