Saturday, March 29, 2008

A Bahai?!

Well, being a Bahai, we always talk about seeking for perfection but we forgotten that we're not perfect, at all. We can strive but sometimes, we just need to be imperfect. Seeking too much of perfection, it leads to stress and excessive pressure, like what I'm experiencing now.

Sometimes, something in this life, we can't just solve it the Bahai way. Sometimes, some people, we just can't treat them the way Bahais treat each other, being patient, warm, friendly and tolerate, isn't enough.

I will always tolerate but not this time. I have anger too, although I'm a Bahai. It's at the peak where it need to blow up.

Please don't try to control me and talk to me like I'm a child ok? How many times you want me to remind you, I'm 19? Not to ask you to treat me as an adult but please don't treat me as a kid, I'm no more a kid.

Where's my children class teacher, animator and my tutor when I need you? You've all become another person that played another role. I'm still waiting......

=?Enchanted?=

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